MuSiCi@n™ -0nE n0tE, 0nE HeArT~♥

Arllow~ =]

2008-08-27T16:21:00.002+08:00

SHO bored today!! now in nanyang poly! shooo sian... =[ controlling myself really reall hard! ><>

BORED!!

2008-08-15T17:21:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to science centre... gt crazy bus uncle!! =x HAHAHAX! em0tional guy~
TODAY WAS BORING!!! T_T fell sick again!! =[ fever this time... im going bak to slp! xDD

Fail le luh~ =(

2008-08-12T17:12:00.002+08:00

Today maths shooooooo freaking hard~~ T_T
Yawns.. really bored also.. then the weather lyk tat make me wan slp lorr..
On 18 degree aircon n slept awhile...
hmm..dhen dhen err err.. OHOH!!
woke up at 5. =3 blogging..
ltr go ut eat sushi fer dinner ler whoohoo!! =D
Really lo0king ferward to the end of exams~ =(
haisss... IM NT EMO! O.o
NOR RANDOM!! DDx
Err.... i think tats all fer today le bah.. ><"
ehhh...err... sweet dreams to u all today!! xDD
BuhByyes~ =]

TruTH~

2008-08-11T16:00:00.003+08:00

dun0 WTH issh bothering me le bah... hmm oh ya!!!
fwens n gans!!!
IM GONNA CONDUCT AGAIN FER TEACHERS DAY PERFORMANCE!!! SHH!!! =x

Today was not a very guud day i admit... but at least putting a smile on someone's face was gud enuf fer me..
Watched Journey to the centre of the earth today... quite boring...po0r storyline... still 6/10 fer suspense. xD
went home n rest fer a little while..think about life... listen to qing tian.. tag my fwens~..in deep thoughts again... how i wish the whole world would be happy...
STILL!!!
nervous fer my performance again! xD nt quite sure whether i heard a bo0 somewhere FROM THE CROWD O!!! Dx...POSITIVE THINKING!!!!! [they are jealous?] xD k luh ending here with a BIG PURPLE MOLES COR FULL STOP!!! ............................ x)

TAKE MY NEW FWEN TEST RMB!!!

DiSoRdEr~

2008-08-09T10:41:00.002+08:00

VERY BORED N SIAN!!!!
EXAMS COMING LE!!! T_T
I WAN GO OUT So0n~~~

Yesterday s000 scary, first time conductor on stage sia!! =x but i did well aniway ;D

Wheets!

2008-08-01T18:56:00.000+08:00

HIIE!! im bak tag me more often oo!! ill b back 2moro again =x

Suffering... =(

2008-06-15T20:37:00.002+08:00

She isnt back yet.. =( im getting worried every second... come back so0n!!! T_T Today WAS REALLY REALLY TERRIBLE!! 19june issh aproaching >< fast fast come!! =(
Went to IKEA to buy my new bed!! =x its queen size!! bigbig!! xD
then took taxi home. on the way in the taxi,i rubbed the ring n made a wish... come back so0n.. =(

Missing euu

2008-06-13T13:08:00.002+08:00

My first horrible day begins ...
While i look back into those glory days...
Wonder when the day comes i see her again...
Those memories are never forgotten...
Neither did the love we share...
Wish she would come back so0n from her holiday... =(

RAWR!!! 1st day in counting!!! 3rd day shes back!! TIME TRAVEl here i come!!! =x

Rotting in the morning, ferget put handphone in my pocket T_T i cnt believe i did nt pick up the last cor.. :( now having a hard time swallowing lunch... then listen to her sing. it really makes my heart melt.. ><>

whee~ =x

2008-06-10T20:02:00.002+08:00

10more days to go!!! ;D today was shoooo hot ><>
go youtube search "2012 december" kinda scary...
FREAKY internet neber work today... so sian..hai~~~
get well so0n oh shanshan!! :)

Whee~ =x

2008-05-28T17:26:00.003+08:00

Ello all!! so sian nowadays rites? =( jio me out leh!!
LOLS JK!! =3 im free everyday juz cor me can le.. or ill go mad playing the keboard whole day x.x
today em0 dae so sian~~ =x i mish alot of ppl already~... I MISH 2EB 2007!! T_T oh well.. moving on..
I HATE MY SCORE!!
T_T
my handwriting sux! RAWR!! cant even play wad i wrote zz.. ><

OH WELL!!!! GUD DAY TO ALL OF U READING THIS POST!! xD baibai! =3

BLEHX!

2008-05-22T09:39:00.004+08:00

Freaking bored this few days - - losing money lyk water~~ T T

i wish the past could be bak again...
The moments we spend..pierce through my Heart...
ah...where did the glory days gone?...
i wished...maybe just one chance....
i could be together with euu again...
holding ur hands...
the smile tat brightens my day...

RAWR!! im nt em0 kays? ._. aniwae, happy holidays to all~ wrote a fk em0 song!! xD i wun play it cuz its nt perfect yet...
But if anione wans the score mz hav permission from me first hor!! PROPERTY OF YUN XUAN!

IM BAK!!! its nt dead~~

2008-04-15T12:44:00.003+08:00

HIIE ALL IM BAK!!! gt miss wo mah? xD hope u all do - -. sowwie long time bo post le o~~ too happy mapling le~ i relink u all le sho PLZ DUN FERGET TO TAG ME ONCE AGAIN! xD i try writing more poems fer my long lost fwen once again~~ xD x33 u all!!!

hmmm....

2007-08-23T17:53:00.000+08:00

Today rated:okok
B4 school open locker found out tat its sho DAMM neat! THX ELISSA LIM YAN TING~ xD...for quite a long time i was touched(gan dong) lols
English,we hab to listen and listen den lyk no games...hab to sae its the worst...
Recess,same old thing nth happen...
history,gort bak our papers...dun lyk it >.>
science,gort bak our paper,walau left 1 mark to A1...wasted
Maths,well xu hui anyhow take out my book then read it aloud,my life almost ended if someone heard it...

Damm...

2007-08-20T20:16:00.000+08:00

cant believe i failed... well started freaking out on alfi...lols but true enuf my fwen comfort me even tough we were nort in the same school...haiz... wish my life was more carefree...

The past...

2007-08-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

Well wad done has been done...wad issh left behind issh misery...i must hab been really stupid nowadaes rite...hints right in front of me and yet i still wanna do it my way...trees or flowers i dun care now... i juz wanna get my studies done...
I should really stick to wad i hab and nort wad i wan to hab...
Well really grew fed up today...its lyk the only person i tok to issh the only person i hate...

Headache......X(

2007-07-26T21:25:00.000+08:00

haiz...today can sae i very quiet in school....
English,go for the drama session..meet Mr.Philip...very sad to hear tat his blind dunno why i was paying so much attention...=/then recess..stay in classroom...turn quiet again...=X...history...engross in the book jeslin ask me why i sho queit...lols cant a boy shut his mouth for some time? xD then science did experiment...we trying find the rainbow but in the end come out 14 colours lols!!! den maths...at 12.37p.m i saw smt....my mood changed i became damm happy!!!lols!!! ps cannort write down wad i saw xD
after school went to hougang mall eat with monika and fwens...etc...den strange enuf...nth happened... =x
well tats all~...

yay~

2007-07-24T21:15:00.000+08:00

today very sian....my $4 gone ..still dare broad day robbery ar minting~ lols xD haiz...

uh oh~

2007-07-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

Today...ive to admit i am damm emo today...i spent almost the whole day in my room with my guitar playing linkin park, wad ive done...its lyk my own concert only tat there were no audience...ive never been sho happy...and crazy at the same time... lols
Well..still very sian...neber made contact with anyone...neber tok to "anyone" except for the hamster...xD haiz...alot of things changed after the jue holidays...its lyk ive grown "apart"...

Nort as expected...

2007-07-16T21:36:00.000+08:00

Today can sae tat i damm happy cuz form teacher never come!whoo~~~~...spent 2 hours rotting in class! xD den after school go watch movie "Harry Potter and the order of the phoenix" quite boring can sae 70% of the time they tok and tok and no action...den last part damm nice!!!den after movie monika ask and ask cuz she dusen understand the story~ lols still great movie~...

im gort material?! oO

2007-07-15T21:01:00.000+08:00

lols 2dae cousin visited me...den very quiet lar they all...den my mother keep toking about me in front of me cuz i act..."emo"... nowadaes...for the last last time...IM NORT EMO!...den my uncle sae cuz i gort a special character .Out of my cousin's,he sae i most strange one...lols den i very pslar...lolden he still sae when i was primary 6 he saw a gal chasing after me...lols i didnt remember tat nia and yet he remember it several times it happenned...i actually forgorten about it until he remind me of that freaky dae!!!

Restricted?!

2007-07-14T20:55:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 10am...very tired...stupid nightmare i had...oO...taught me a lesson..never make fun of monika's nightmares... -.- lols~nth much to do today...so once again decided to write another one of my "Craps"
Everytime euu ignored me,
Euu took away a piece of me...
When we first met...
Euu brought both Sorrow and Happinness to me...
I cannort believe i fell in lurve with euu...
But those feelings...i cannort deny...
Euu asked me why i lurve euu...
i could only reply...
i could nort find a reason for my love...
But to me...
Lurve issh a feeling tat sets euu free...nort trapped
Soon my lurve nid nort nid reasons anymore...
Come on...its lurve,it has to be sacarstic...
Well...hu cares...xD
Aha...nort too serious at the last part xD...and sho ends another crap chapter of my life =)

Ehhh...

2007-07-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

Err first period wad ar... oO...O YA lols...
English...nth much happen except for ms ng telling us stories...
Geography... didnt bring textbook sho stand up until answer question den can sit down...my voice did nort change there.... ><" i think its becuz of....umm....too serious =P
Recess...errr treat aqilah drinks...i also dunno why lols i starting to hab a feeling of treating ppl le...lols kfc and now lyk this lols.....
Home econ...WAAA this one i gort alot tok about ar!!! STUPID pancakes.... and STUPID botak!!!
everything he do wrong teacher scold me its lyk he shyt i clean his ass LAR!!! WTH!!!I WAN GO SOLO!!! i even fry my finger ar!!!! but eventually recover after going back home and ate tons of ice cream... =P lols it dusen work its juz a MYTH!
English...again go into groups dunno share wad camp experience ar...errr ya i share one thing only =P...Abseiling my whole body turn jelly xD lols!!!
Science...learn alot of new things...tats all...
well tats all....~

Err....

2007-07-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

today lyk the best day of school no nid study de except for chinese....hahax...btw...IM NORT EMO!!!!! ._."

Woah! I'm BACK!!!

2007-06-30T17:11:00.000+08:00

Back from camp! sho fun actually...kinda miss our instructors...anyway realise my next weakness~ oO heights.... man...the abseilling very scary de worr from below i look up "ah..peice of cake" from up look down,"OMG i dun wanna die " lols....but den stil very fun den next issh...very hard to keep a smile on my face in camp arr...den chengtek sae i emo ar ._." lols im nort emo i juz sian....XD.....
First day....select the group i okok with it larr...then jun jie keep scolding me lucky bastard ._."....
den i dunno the name de sae i bribe teacher let me go group 1 ._." tats SHO stupid lorr who euu all think am....burn money de ar? =.=" anywae should take this as a blessing ma....guys kan KAI yi dian ^^...at night cannort sleep sho only sleep 3 hours
Second day...do all the activities ar but rock climbing i find very fun ^^ den very tired slept very fast estimate 5 hours....
Last day,feel lyk staying there leh sho fun hahax...miss all the instructors.....den reach back school drink my favourite drink den go home le
Let me try remembering who in group 1 err....nvm ltr someone sae tat" again -.- hahax
LURVE SEC2 CAMP LOTS~~~~~

First day of a new start~

2007-06-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

Decided to go out(for the first time) and walk around hougang mall at 10.30am dunno do wad ._." but anyway i walk around until lyk 11.00 i go le go back house then sian sian play maple again XD...well met some new fwens in maple ler~ deleted those who betray our fwenship....well managed to keep "1" alive ><" wan delete dun wan delete....haiz...
Ate my lunch very long...dunno why i eat sho slow... ><"...maybe it isnt the same any more....everything issh gone..new beginings...~Sho maybe tonight gud night sleep everything will be better...including my appetite....

The Quiet day~

2007-06-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

Haiz...today no mood do anything at night den realise i didnt speak a single word since this morning~! met alot of new fwens in maple and one very strange gal in maple who ACTUALLY noes my name ._." i walk pass her and then she shout "YunXuan, wait!" den i was lyk "OMG who the hell are euu?!"and den she said wad noe my name cuz she clever =.=" until now i still freak out...den also gort some ppl mega me also dunno why one of them very funny still remember i think its"Gratz Ngo-Yun-Xuan made it out of his lala land"then i more freak out arr!!! its nort possible now tat there is another NGO YUN XUAN in singapore right?!...
How did they noe my real name?!!!man i wan to stop all this... O_O and how did some dk in zakum also noe me... i dun even tok to them they pm me sae hey hey euu yunxuan!....den i lyk huh?!! haiz.. miss my fwens tat i used to go out with...everyday go hougang mall remind me of the days...nort lyk now alone go hougang mall...den go in library all spaces empty...hope we could go out again!...
Well tats all...addicted to new song"Xia tian de feng" by "Yuan wei jue xing" its a song from november 2006 if i didnt remember it wrongly...

waaa~ XD

2007-06-14T20:57:00.000+08:00

Gort to sae out of the whole holidae,last night tat dream was the most pleasent~ NORT HORNY horr!its really pleasent woke up damm late tats why want to sleep longer =P.even now its still in my head sho clearly~~~thinking about it turns my frown upside down~ XD
Today was also really great~ no worrys~all trouble gone~~ no phone calls no pressurising sms~e.g lame sms...listen to "Makes me wonder Maroon 5"
Decided to write a poem smt about the dream~gort lots of inspiration XD~~~
I'm nort a prophet...
i wun noe whether it will be true~...
its really beyond my mind to think about it~...
my fwens from my past told me...
Izzit even worth it?euu playing a risky game here~
thought about it...it has been alot...
the "me" in the dream...
i felt lyk...it was heaven...
cuz ive accomplish my dreams...
but back to reality...it sux
its totally different...
cuz its 2 totally different person in there...
den out here...
i wan it to be true~...i wan it...
i dun wanna hold on anymore...
but come on...its a DREAM!
Woah~felt really gud after writing cuz euu ppl are out there~ but euu will never figure out~ XD
Hahahahahahahax~........

Whee~ XD

2007-06-12T21:52:00.000+08:00

Todae finally went out for the first time after such a long time~it was kinda bad too but overall pretty gud~
Wait at interchange first person see issh gwen lols then amanda den emily...den waited for syhami,fadil...and i think aidil...but in the end neber come waste time ._."reach there raining liao actually can postpone ma but for some reasons cannort sho stay in the small cramp area den suddenly gort ppl fill up water "bags" and started throwing at each other ...i joined in eventually...gort drenched and then started drying up when the sun rise again...(1st) den everyone started playing cups with water and den i think "bet" on how many cups ar actually i dun wan play de cuz i was hungry~ =P den eventually someone poured water on me when i saed I WILL PLAY 5MIN LTR! no patience pour from my head down my back walau i angry lorr throw my drink at heri was really angry lorr...den play with wilfred he lose den bet 4 cups ma den i throw finish le den all started splashing me...nort fair lorr...all dun noe how to play by the rules?!den sat aside and thought...my life was SHO much worse AFTER 1 may ._."attitude changed fast...
Den dunno DRYING up again(2nd) den wilfred go throw water balloon at the wrong spot! euu noe where..ahem...den i get revenge take another bag then use strength aim there didnt burstO_O but bull's eye! ;D very hard can hear the "pak" even...den drying up my pants again!(3rd)waa this time sho hard dry =.= den dunno err go home lorr den i wan take taxi den full ma sho i managed to "pursuade" them to take bus it worked!
First bus full den second bus no seat sho skip den all hungry all burger king all go eat i dun wan den go home lorr den at bus stop saw the gals den nvm juz go lorr bus come i squezz den mangaged to aboard den realised they biding farewell to me cuz i take off one of my ear phone =X den reach home bathe immediately den lie on bed fell asleep call for mac delivery 30min den reach =.= den im now here well gtg bb~

I wonder...

2007-06-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

today only play maple nth to do much thought of smt~if i didnt exist wount the world be a better place?i will nort hurt sho many ppl including my best fwens...i woudnt hab to deal with freaky relationships oO...haiz.. but if i didnt exist will some ppl be sad too? i hope nort i look more lyk cuzing pain to everyone..even when i go out ..im alwaes the one to blame ._." im sho dumb wish i NEVER exist smt...

it was me all along~ =(

2007-06-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

this post issh for euu Anna if euu read~and i hope euu could stop being depress~for the others mind ur own buisness~! lols jkjk
Im truefully srry if ive broke ur heart...
Its true tat im stupid enuf to nort even notice tat euu...
it isnt over yet... dun get too depress and even though euu were too slow in telling me...
im yet do appreciate ur feelings too~sho REALLY stop getting depress..
remember i told euu i cant stand making a gal sad...
sho promise me we still can be gud fwens okay?
somethings are different in the world today ppl change...
ive given euu a chance...why nort euu give the ppl around euu a chance too ^^
p.s stop getting sad i cant sleep~ XD
Well hope euu get it anna~

SiAnZ~

2007-06-04T21:01:00.000+08:00

haiz...holiday sho sian liao~well great news for me...got myself a new handphone~ ^^ sho no nid call my house le juz call this number:81170877...or sms me~ anyways,i heard tat ppl sae my pic appeared out of no where =.= well THOSE ARE NORT MY PIC!...euuu noe...playing com isnt very much fun now~ haiz...dunno wad happen now even phone calls to my house issh SHO much better then playing 1hour of com~well sho much for todae~

holidays~!

2007-06-03T21:35:00.000+08:00

woah~sho long neber blog le once again srry very bz anywae bought myself a new wallet lols~anywae nort much to write liaox ...
haiz...i think everybody blames me for wadever bad things tat happen...i muz be really an unlucky person huh...i muz sae i am real stupid to gib up things(GUD!) tat happens to me juz becuz i noe i hab smt better take tat person for example~ it sure issh a pity to sae"im nort interested" right? haiz...soon ill be cooling down once again~
p.s "person" issh nort in 2-eb =.=

YAY!

2007-05-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

haiz...finally holiday le CHIONG maple ar! promise myself at the end of holiday muz 3rd job~ today morning wake up no one at home den err o ya drink milo den immediately use com hahax~ps long time no blog or nort very regular cuz i bery busy de nort lyk some ppl go LAN everydae >< anyway today finally learn a song on a piano nort too gud actually lols sho dun get ur hopes sho high~ hahax perhaps come bak school i forget liao o ya the song issh the disney thingy"A Whole New World" hahax nice actually~well lazy post le gort picture i will post de

Disapointment

2007-05-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

Somewhere along the bitterness...
Euu were there... smiling politely to me...
The torture never stop...
Euu can take away my feelings...but when euu take away my dignity...
Tats where i draw the line...
I begin thinking...its nort worth it...
But another self of me said...its all gonna pay off...
And tats when i thought of smt...
i'll let euu see sadness of me...and how euu will react...
Indeed euu were guilty even euu didnt do anything...
i have a conclusion for myself hu's on the positive side...
If euu are racing...race to the end... the road may do things euu dun lyk...
With inspiration as my fuel,Dreams as my wheels...
I wait till its over....

** Its time to reveal~!

2007-05-21T21:20:00.000+08:00

haiz...hide this long enuf le should end it...oO if euu noe wad im toking about euu should be one of the fews i told~well...rmb tat little *hypothesis* i made? ya its real~ ._." sho umm to all those ppl i dun noe~n euu*...every of my actions may nort concern about euu sho dun think sho much~^^when i wan to attract ur attention,surely ill use smt more effective then to this stupid thing of copying ur every move right?well it will be very obvious also >< and euu should noe i dun hide my feelings anymore~DUN HIDE ANYMORE get it?Dun take this as im ticking euu off,it means scolding euu in simpler form~it issh nort it issh also to ur advantage also since this issh the one of the 9 things ill tell euu...well they are ur flaws and shines sho DO take this to heart~and about the 9 things...dun even think of asking me wad is it..my lips are sealed to the blue moon =X sho dun waste ur efforts~
P.S those few i tell better sheesh~xD
err i used up my final inspiration to write poem le until smt tat made me jump for love happens oO,i wun be able to write anymore! lols

Bak~

2007-05-15T20:15:00.000+08:00

Oh...ps all i neber blog for such a long time =P Well exam over le damm happy but at the same time damm sian...haiz...i think i bo inspiration to write poem for quite some time le cuz i finish my ideas by doing sho many at one time >.< haiz...now sho sian literature thought i gort 30marks but actually 28 marks human error =X well i wan sleep le bb~

* Euu are the difference in me

2007-05-09T20:34:00.000+08:00

You changed my world with a blink of an eye...
That is something that I can not deny...
You put my soul from worst to best...
When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear,
Your touch have chased away all of my fear ,
You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile ...
You even brought back my faith which had almost fade...
Theres a 1,001 things i could say about you,
So I'll end by the line you already know,
"I LOVE YOU" more than what I could show
Hahax~ im nort tat bad after all~ well same rules apply to all the poems i composed kays?dun think write a poem very easy horr,nid damm hell lot of INSPIRATION n FEELING de!well today took chinese paper theneat den go home le...well bery sian...tats the end bye all~

* Exams are over soon~

2007-05-08T20:34:00.000+08:00

Haiz...today the science test i do until lyk no time...but managed to finished it at the last minute =X then fell into deep sleep...oO...then the break in between dun understand the sets thingy sho go ask monika den 15min i learn everything...sho much faster then a normal maths lesson oO
The science paper horr,cant believe test a topic in which 2eb only had ONE lesson about it lorr...im shoo nort gonna tok about tat for another week...angry about tat topic >.>...the weather also damm hot den still thought it will rain but nothing -.-" haiz...Today gort the "Feeling" le sho can write another poem~ here goes:
When first I looked into your eyes,each breath became a thousand sighs...
Without you around me,my life is tasteless...
You are everything to me...so please dun leave me...
You’re the smile on my face,
The twinkle in my eye,
The warmth inside my heart,
The fullness in my life.
Rate it upon 10 again ~thx for ur rating! im nort gonna fall behind in poetry to other ppl~ x)

well...~

2007-05-07T18:03:00.000+08:00

Time wasn't a matter when we first met...
But i was truly wrong...i took longer then expected...
I'm nort a rash person tat is why i let nature take its course...
I am also nort very hasty about the answer...theres time...
It is true tat people in our lives told us to face the truth...
But i didnt ask to take this rule to this situation...
Theres no nid to apologise...i should be the one at fault...
I was foolish enuf to thought it will come slowly...
Loving someone is nort wrong...but confessing is..
Why do i still lyk euu even though euu hurt me?...
Becuz loving euu helps me recover from all pain in my life...
Sho...dun try to hard...Time issh the only distance now...

*One phrase adpted from monika's blog

Whee~

2007-05-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

Haiz...very sian nowadays...i write my book until very emotional sia...umm...still at chapter 4 only~for me i think at first abit horny lar >.> but well...i gort lots more touching story at the middle of the book~o ya gave a rating for my book (PG13) hahax~2moro's another day~lolx today dunno why go n watch spongebob oO then remembered wad they said until now it goes lyk this:
F is for Friends who do stuff together.
U is for You and me.
N is for Anywhere and anytime at all.

Hahax~kind of nice anyway~anyway lucky i did nort turn emo when writing the book becuz its brings bak "memories"...... haiz nth to do post a picture of the monster im training on in maple
hahax tats all~Luurb the F.U.N poem xD

Hahax~bak!

2007-05-04T15:31:00.000+08:00

Yea~im bak! still gort to sae it was the worst dae ever yesterday~24hours~ >.> well we all gort to learn to forget =)~btw im nort emo or turning into one so everyone dun WORRY! anyway spill out all my emotions with tat literature test gort a little bit too much already...-.-" anyway hope i could burn the paper after i get the results hahahahax~ x)...n Whole world im gonna write a book gud luck for me~ ^^ The title of my book issh "The Last Emotion" im gonna start after exams~tats all ^^
Pls support me yea~! x)
Title:"The Last Emotion"
Author:YunXuan
Inspiration: from the true story of YunXuan's life~

umm...

2007-05-03T18:15:00.000+08:00

ummm...ill be away for a long long time hope euu all could hab patience.....soo umm thx my fwens for being with me at the darkest moment of my life thank you~ tats all for today see euu next time when im....

* Its Over~!

2007-05-01T18:10:00.000+08:00

Hahax~ i made it~ today very sian sia nth to do much,cant go out haiz...miss out all the fun nia~all their fault...i nth to do at home so decided to write a touching story/poem~well,im trying to sae smt indirectly again... so look properly ^^ im sure clever ppl will understand this story~here goes:
There once was a boi,hu went to this particular school becuz he was hoping tat he could excel his studies there,he was send to earth from god to test out the new emotion tat god was dazzled n thus fasinated about...it was love~He told god tat he dusen wish to be part of his test but he was ignored so the boy went for his first day to the school...As he sat in the classroom,it was love at first sight with the gal sitting completly far awae from him...he soon begin to make alot of fwens ever since tat day~News went to the gal,but to no avail she did nort notice him...he den begin to plan wad issh ahead of him...and he soon found out the gal's birthday...he soon begin counting down since day *** as the digits deceased he became more hurt on the day,he thought tat it was maybe a price to pay for this emotion...he reported to god the situation when it was left with 20days...he den continued waiting until he saw tat the gal of his dreams was smitten to someone else...he soon grew depressed n sealed his heart to a star...The gal never bothered to appreciate his doing's for her but soon she found out tat the boi she was dating was cheating on her....she looked bak on the days she had with the boy hu she rejected...she found out tat he was the only one hu could bring her happinness through all conditions...but it was too late...On the gal's b'dae,she was hoping to get back together with him when she saw the boy in school she took the chance...but to no avail...the emotion was already sent bak to god...she was told tat his emotion was sealed off to the brightest star in the sky onyl if the star burns off then he could get baxk his feelings...ever since tat day...the gal remained single n prayed for the brightest star to fall...until today the brightest star still shines...Love is bright and but never the light will be doused...so treasure wad euu hab now rather then to wad euu wish euu had now...
Bleah~nort very gud right first time write a story lyk tat...well euu can rate it upon 5 stars again for me i think 4 stars cuz my story line very complicated...well tats all for now buaii buaiix~

am i dead? -.-"

2007-04-29T20:31:00.000+08:00

haiz...today muz post early cuz i now very sleepy le 2moro muz wake up with enuf energy to...uhhh...!haiz anyway,today okok sian sian de~ once again check whether its still "puffy".well yes~ maple getting very sian le all my fwens in maple all encourage me to carry on~haiz...alright! Now parents dun let me out for 2 weeks le but can go out after school but muz reach home at 6 -.-" kind of lyk grounded...cuz i fed up den ding zui...haiz... anyway i testing the lucky board see can work anot...haiz...still cannort =(...psps there gort write nort suitable for blog =P anyway hab a early night sleep...2moro its lyk a well...ummm.... top secret =x!

i juz hate it~

2007-04-28T20:50:00.000+08:00

haiz....today very sian ar ...first time my parents restrain me until lyk tat i juz hate ppl hu dun trust me~they r turning ridiculous!haiz....lvl 56 le~...very sian ar! so many ppl in my life stress me at times lyk this~aiyo...todae morning i woke up then keep staring at the "package" again...felt really happy when i look at it~smiled the whole day today dunno very happy =)
well same as always~bro again go out~haiz,hope i dun learn from him -.-" tats all~

Exams lerr~

2007-04-27T20:20:00.000+08:00

today exam very hard sia wad the hell issh a chullpa?after exam immediately met up with monika and other ppl go hougang mall~went there then go up 5th floor eat ,i didnt eat,kept staring at the couple infront of us...wad a view! ;) den went to buy smt then bo stock,sway~then decided to juz buy a bigger one same price~wa found a small slot,put in the "thing" then covered the package~then tried protecting the package very xin koo lehhx no scratches,marks,or a speckle of saliva muz be on it~den went library hear li ying sing then laugh until stomach pain hahax!~den gort a boy wan bernice number~hahax~euu too chio until ppl wan ur no. when they see euu ar?hahax its true anywaes. den decided to went home to protect the package again~well tats all,WISH ME LUCK!

Another picture of me in the library tat day~

well...this issh it~

2007-04-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

2moro exam le,2moro i "die" le...morning very shuang raining then stay in class very sleepy~
History,neber bothered to listen my mind occupied with too much things le...victor haiz...once again scolded for the same reasons,told them everything?! oO
Music,listen to music only
CHinese,hate the listening test...
Recess,didnt eat anything,stay outside the classroom with monika,bernice and some other ppl...see them copy chap 6 notes very funny :D...
Science,TEST again nort much confidence this time...
english,one of my favourite days juz listen to wad teacher says only
After school went hougang mall with them again...go library tok again then galvin come tap my head then sae horny things then go le -.-"then go blacony saw mr rafi's look alike~ hahax~ custom made underwear!hahaahahax...then gort somemore "tips" lolx learn how to fold paper into "tat" another picture of me studing in the library cant believe i sho guai sia x)

Well tats all gtg study le buaii buaiix~

i hate today's lesson?

2007-04-25T21:16:00.000+08:00

Wa today so damm free sia,ms ng neber come so we stay in the canteen then do compo,then teacher say out the topic"One of your most disapointting stuff" or smt lyk tat,then i was looking at suvin,he was looking at me then he replied"i noe wad r euu thinking" hahax~ so clever guess correct~ im thinking of the so-call "future".srry people i today no inspiration cannort write poem~today also no art stay in classroom dunno do wad.ltr recess,waaaa fight again,this time jeslin represent us singaporeans -claps- i kind of hate jun hai cuz he go accuse me of cheating in the test,walau i underline answer ur prob izzit?!
Maths lesson didnt listen much was toking to dingjie the whole time,looks lyk its getting serious...-.-" den tok about horny things i become damm high lorr first time sia,all ding ding fault =) sae so much about the hu's thing =.=....it was then i told myself no more tat topic 2moro then tok den science made it worse~start tat topic,but then a little moment ltr i turn motionless~hahax thinking about smt else other then tat chapter 6 >.>
after school go IT thing wrote lots of nonsense,saw alot of nonsense n of course victor created the nonsense =)...
well tats all for today~5184000 seconds to go? oO

* Its coming...

2007-04-24T20:04:00.000+08:00

Another sian day~ anyway 6220800 seconds to go?oO...rain almost the whole dae....literature very funny....teacher ask me write down the thing i bribe him sia i sae "$2 let me off?" lolx he said "10" then i was giving him the diao face~den he sae juz do ur work~...ltr in the canteen it was 2eb V.S Yang Jun Hai...hahax peace out~nth much to write le~hows bout' i write another "poem" alright here goes:
There came the day i was waiting for,i stood a strong front infront of her,icy cold rain pelted my shoulders while i tried to sae my "words"..." i had always wanted to sae this...but i never gort the chance until todae..."..."Every time I look at you,my heart skips a beat,I wonder if you know, my love,that my heart is at your feet,I leave it there for you to do,whatever that you wish,You could take my heart,and love me,Or just leave my heart,and reject me..."Dark ominous clouds created shadows of flickering light...i stumbled on my words but managed to sae those 3 words i thought ill never sae,"i love you"
Yay hows tat poem pls rate it in my tagboard~ =)....remember this poem issh strictly FROM me if euu wish to use it in any confession or wadever >.>, pls ask for my permission first~haiz...my fwens r all leaving me soon~ gud luck in sydney for ur studies remember to write letters bak horr~

* A pebble in the road?!

2007-04-23T17:00:00.000+08:00

haiz....very sian ar todae,nth to do so im going to write another "poem" again,dun worry ill watch my words de~ ^^
We are all playing a game,a game of life...though i am a 14 year old boy,i think alot...in this life we experience lots of things tat may be "stages"....when i was 1-7,i was experiencing Happiness...when i was 7-10 i understand wad was sadness,when i was 11-12 i experienced Annoyed~when im 13-14 i was experiencing wad i shouldnt be having,it was love...
(the folowing sentences may be a little too chim,euu may ask junjie to help euu translate)
The road too my dreams was harsh,a little too harshed,when i started walking this path,there was an unseen person in my life,i knew tat i could'nt force nature but we juz could'nt look eye to eye until a freak incident made me understand how gud he was and he gave way to me,though it all was juz an "misunderstanding" after my friends told me the truth...i moved on and now im glad tat he found his path...12 months after the start of my journey, i was due reconised by everyone,i met alot of new fwens,until i found my other self,it was"him"...it was a difference of 14400 seconds in life,he was so different from me,to me he was my pillar of support,but it was juz then when he was a victim of a cruel game...we faced alot of problems in our way,but it was then i decided to change so tat i could move "faster" in this game~sure enuf i waited for the day to come,people tought me the ways of this game and how to ace it~im greatfully sorry tat i mistreated him,i forgort tat he too suffered great loss after tat day,his path was very much shorter then mine...but then it was by a hairsbrand when the day come when there was a runner in my way, he was in the same lane as me,i was faced with jealousy as he was "better" then me...but hu will ever reach the finish line,ill be happy as the player tats all... as i came closer,the more hurt i was,"i wanna end it now...once and for all"...

Hows tat? im sure its nort very "*******" this time right? ^^ well,there are lots more poem i have ill be writing about the candy theory next time n to mix with my life~anywae,realise my hamster nowadays very active dunno why oO...its been 2 years already im afraid ill lose her...(its the hamster)

Study~!

2007-04-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

Exams coming soon le everyone muz study hard horr~JunJie,Happy 1st day of one digit day~^^
nth much to post todae haiz...
still thinkin about how to commence the next "plan"...

Was i afraid?

2007-04-21T20:11:00.000+08:00

Started de day very shuang...Love counting the money in my piggy bank~hahax,enuf le~afternoon play maple,attend my fwens wedding hahax all roar at the screenshot~then cannort take picture properly,anywae gratz them anywae~
After dinner go home,on the way saw this Chinese Orchestra performance,dunno why i go there see i actually wan go home sleep de,then exited go there see,they really play completly the same from our school,then finish le go walk around,lol they showcasing their instrument then this 20 year old gal ask me come try the er hu,i dunno why i felt sooooooo scared sia i dun even noe wad i thinking,anywae i lyk dunno play wad note then run away,kind of strange they are juz chinese instruments why be afraid of them?maybe they remind me of alot of things...felt really stupid when i went home...juz by looking at it i already heart pumping fast,lyk i gort phoebia of those things lyk tat...staring at their performance,felt soooo relaxed...look everywhere,remind me of everyone's sitting arrangements...i only noe tat sitting elissa de position dere issh a man,spiky hair de...den still gort alot of ppl larr...they seem to be from the singapore chinese orchestra de team...anyways,i should really search my heart of why get strange feelings when looking at those "things"

Happy last 2 digit day~ oO

2007-04-20T18:19:00.000+08:00

Long time no post things le sorry guys~anyway,been suffering ever since the final "days"...things crop up~ morning start to go nuts le~ juz becuz of tat stupid "hiie",bother me until now ._."....anyways lets begin,...
Chinese,wa i scarred teacher check bag then galvin still wan to trick teacher,ltr she go nuts check everyone's bag i die le -.-" lucky teacher never bother~den told jun jie about the destruction of someone~hahahax~ Den i dunno wad happen but i still dun understand "tat"...
Maths,Wa sian until wan die liao haiz...
Recess,our table gort invaded sia no where put my bag then hab to put on the floor lorr~
Contact Time,see the class photo then order,WALAU i Hate euu larr winnie push my head down when taking photo >.<>
Science,wa teacher never come damm gud~ hahax did i curse her? =x den sit outside classroom ,things happen,still discussing about the plan with jun jie ^^...
TT prefect investiture,hahax our class de prefect go up den we all clap ,then jun hai's turn sooo silent,no one clap sia LMAO~
After school go eat sushi with kai xin,monika n bernice...den tok alot of things then we eat n eat den take photos,whole stack of plates very high sia hahax~,our appitite damm huge sia x) den tok about another plan concerning another person...smt about test cannort post out hahax~ =x...came bak to school at 2.30...realise tat all my fault i thought issh start at 3.00 lorr then become 3.30...went to alot of place in school then go the small "garden outside classroom de,den tok HORNY things again hahax~stupid dreams~learn alot again once again from my very own science teacher,Monika~now i noe how it "feels" lyk le~all this while i thought issh another feeling lorr...den told them about this dream i had,Monika became damm HIGH after hearing,SHEESH horr~!especially bernice horr~! -.-" trust euu for this time dun let me down horr~ =)then tok until forgort gort tat tok~ then when up only 30mins tok lorr,hu still sae until 5.30pm...den after very tired immediately when bak home...nice right a whole stack of plates~o ya thx jj for celebrating the last 2 digit dae~ -.-"

Sway sia~

2007-04-16T20:09:00.000+08:00

Haiz...started the day with a 1 to 1 talk with Ms Sophia lim~walau tok about hw stuff then she ask me"YunXuan,who do euu lyk to stick around in class?" then i was lyk going to answer le then she go "help" me answer go sae her name then i was lyk DIAO~ den she still sae lyk a little gal"izzit true izzit true?" then still smiling...guess how i reply~" Ms Lim, i hab my own privacy if euu would lyk to noe the answer then euu gort to find out from the class" then i gave her my silly smile~then she smile bak to me~then next i ask her How did she even noe this rumour then she sae "YunXuan,Find out wad ur actions are" den she gave me the silly smile -.-" den i was lyk wan to spill out everything then lucky i change topic hahax i said"Ms Lim,i dun understand ur lesson" den she begins telling me " then my mind inside"hahax this was easy to change her mind~"den all over le then i was lyk smiling bak to ms lim again den she smile bak,drag myself bak to my seat~
English wa sian sia.....but then until read the "bioh" then call ppl come debate then i save suvin lorr lucky i told him how to sae~ then ltr ms ng call some gals answer then i was lyk laughing there~
Recess,aiya same old thing nth happened much~
D and T,haiz i draw the 5 design wan to die le i gort no inspiration sia then gwen ask me guess a picture i said its a fish then she sae tat its an aeroplane -.-"
After tat assembly,was lyk getting bored,then i noe gort some DISGUSTING picture then i was lyk put my head down after tat hand part...then i look at my book den ppl around me stare at the slide show then eeee,eeeeyer....hahax i didnt see~ ^^ heard from tat person gort a picture of a broken head izzit?oO
then after school go compass point dunno why my face turn white~ i feel smt strange also~then after tat went around compass point taking photos~ Escalator,Staircase,a big wall...then ltr go library then dunno wad we toking too loud then...aiya write it in story form~

Manager:hey,2,4,6 come to the counter with me
Us: aiya trouble les
Me:OMG im so dead am i?
Manager:gals,do euu noe tat making noise in the library is againest the law
The rest i dunno le o ya actually wan explain for everyone to the manager wan lorr but i scared my words abit insulting~ but if i stood up for everyone it will be lyk this~but of course i didnt too scared x(

ME: Sir,i am truefully sorry,i take on behalf of everyone here to apologise.i take this whole incident as a stepping stone for us to learn from our mistakes thus being a great man lyk euu could euu take this as a distance memory and forget it?we pledge tat we will never do this ever again n if we did euu hab the right to sue us~
Manager: but then why didnt euu all folo the rules?
Me: sir i am also sure tat euu would nt wan the whole seng kang to noe tat ur library is way too strict and dusen even give a SINGLE chance to offenders to repent.i noe we did smt tat was really wrong we are really really sorry n we hope tat euu wouldnt report us~ euu do also wan singapore's Next generation of euu people to hab a bright future dun euu?
Manager:ill forgive euu all i decided to drop this case but make sure euu dun do it again,this issh ur last warning~
ME:sure will do sir~thank you sir~
Manager: alright euu may all leave
Me: thx sir,really thank euu for gibing us a chance,(puts my right hand on my left shoulder n tap 2 times Peace out~)

Anyway really had bad times in compass point...Elissa act as the manager until damm funny lorr~plus her deep n sexy voice~ WA~~ xD

Was i wrong?~ T.T

2007-04-13T19:15:00.000+08:00

Today sports day boring sia whole day i listen to my mp3 the wu yue tian tian shi damm nice leh tat song x)...after the stadium thingy then dunno should go home to eat or go out eat...w8 n w8...then no one le then i was lonely~ i noticed my another weakness...Lonely~ i feel hopeless when im alone...take bus damm quiet den when i was in the bus i regretted doing the "action" 20 min ago...i felt guilty...was i wrong,or was i right?...
In bus then rain very heavily...i was alone....with commuters going for lunch...i did nort noe wad to do...gort off at my stop...den still feeling guilty...den dunno why i walk in the rain very slowly,with my head down.i was still feeling guilty tat i forgort wad i was doing >.<...reach home slept immediately~really hope there wuont be any phone calls becuz ill wun answer cuz im sleeping x)...after dinner which issh now,thinking of wad will become of me if i do it?...welll no mood post le i now alone at home haiz...my another fear of being lonely~

wad hab i done?!

2007-04-12T20:36:00.000+08:00

Today was pretty much a boring day except for after school~same usual thing every morning except gort stomachache~Morning tat babaric nuttapong keep pulling me to the front i wan stand up then he pull me n my shirt,so stupid lorr,den i angry go kick his face damm hard.Serve him right,i dun lyk to be mess around with in the morning,n nuttapong dun think this issh over,ill shatter ur dreams to a billion pieces,juz come try me...

History,stomach pain liao siao,even the slightest wind chilled me out~then finally hab to go to the toilet,A tip,Never drink tat putrid soup my mother made ever again ._." still sae make me smarter...go toilet den gort ar...

Music,heard tat musical viva coming again...then dunno answer the no. of saxophone are there then emily said 3 den tat mdm chia still sae"yunxuan is the answer correct?3?"den i was lyk thinking tat shes still going againest me...

Chinese,write the zuo wen wan sleep le...den dunno do wad...den so sian~

Recess,well still think tat i was very stupid for nort taking any chances seriously...i regreted the times when i gort the chances...well gotta change from today,but should i copy tat tupid move from him?oO...

Science wa sian ar!xuhui play with water spray until mwee..well dun care ar cuz still very fun~ hahax

den english tio scolded becuz format writing wrong den ms ng still raise me say "YunXuan,i always thought tat euu were a very gud student but after those 2 letter euu gave me,i was shock,euu noe in class i alwaes trust euu to do ur own work,becuz i noe euu r a young n mature young man,i noe euu will concentrate on ur studies so dun give me this crap for ur homework again euu hear me?im giving a final chance,now go home~"wa for the first time remember her phrases so clearly lorr~

after went to HM with bernice n Monika,Monika rushing her tution work then in the end check hp den her teacher sms her tution cancelled,LUCKY lorr~=) then go long john silver eat another person gib me attitude see.tat manager...see me order a little bit then sae ok den shout next,walau lyk see me very small lorr~den went up go visit min min again tok about lots of "stuff"~den go library den we stayed in there until 5.30 den come out~We tok n Tok until den we dunno suddenly tok about chapter 6 in science textbook then monika tought me lots of "things" den i dere listening properly,den we tok about the jacuzzi(ps if sppelling wrong) den about wad they saw den i laff until i drop on the floor,go in a pool also will get ahem...hahax den all go home haiz~Once again learned alot of things~! =)

Tats all o ya posted one of the picture f me studing hahax...never knew i can be serious x)

Whoo~

2007-04-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

Today okok lar...only cannort wake up air-con too shiok liaox x)
English,wa sian ar never do homework~then return letter writing...nort much~
Art~wa forgort bring my art piece remind chong han but forgort remind myself stupid STM!den draw n draw i draw my computer hahax
Recess,wa sway sia see tat "person" again. keep diao mwee walau~ anywaes pretty bored~
Chinese, My book gort kidnapped again?!den i was still sian sian de~dunno doing wad...(STM again)
Maths,wa more sian sia~ nth to tok about~
science, gort test sia but easy wa~ alot of ppl sae very hard,dunno why i never copy notes somemoere but then chong han copy mine i copy his last question~

After School,wa i puking until now euu noe tat stupid science tok walau make mwee learn so many things lorr~Arrr im getting dirty muz take 1 week to clean my brain~

Well,tats all for todae~

why todae?!

2007-04-10T18:28:00.000+08:00

Dunno why i every tuesday sad sad de~(although i noe wad it is but why get sad?!)
Literature lesson damm sian lor~ i was lyk sian sian de den everyone sae i crying becuz of tat~ -.-" Well wadever the outcome will be,i hab to stay happy >.<
P.E wa wan die le suvin sae i look dead during P.E.... do i? oO ....ya i noe i admit i do feel stupid~but its lyk i wasted 30sec sad lor~ then suvin said the same phrase as everyone else the same old moon and sun stuff >.<
Recess,ahh now i can sae i'm acting strange becuz i'm being "unsociable" at tat time,i dun even ne wad im thinkin,...haiz...but laugh lyk siao in the toilet with another person...den i dunno why minting cannort open locker oO then i come den the locker open =.="....muz nort be hasty....
English,wa first time see ms ng scream her head off but the funny part issh when gwen ask teng wei wad kind of a dog was christophor holding?then teng wei said its a dog lar! then everyone laugh ,now tat really issh the joke of the day~
Maths,strange strange de lar~sitting beside aidil den we were toking n toking den i lyk"haiz..." nort very loud den aidil said tat sun n the moon thing den i lyk...DIAO~ dus everyone keep saying tat to me today~!!!den we talk about smt else den aidil lyk keep critisising jj ,den b4 lesson i forgort who(STM) go and scold "someone" wad mei liang xin den teng wei go scold jj euu backstabber~hey guys i noe i look sian today but also no nid become so big matter right?! relax we'll see nature take its course~
Geography, I HATE EUU LAR GWEN EUU CANNORT KEEP MOUTH SHUT DE LOR EUU BITCH! EVERYTIME SAE EUU WUN BIG MOUTH DEN IN THE END TRIED BLACKMAILING ME WITH TAT...
then ltr went to hougang mall with some ppl i forgort anywaes~well alot of things happened...it was some kind of a ant invasion thing oO
well tats all~ o ya one last thing....Thx celesta for being my closest fwen n i wish euu all the best in ur exams~

* Emotion comotion~

2007-04-09T19:05:00.000+08:00

A qoute DIRECTLY FROM ME,ngoyunxuan, do nort use it for anything else without my permission~
it shows my feeling slowly riped out~

Euu riped out my Happiness whenever euu tried doing something i never wanted to see~
Euu riped out my Sadness whenever euu were with me~
Euu riped out my Frustration whenever euu were comforting me~
Euu riped out my Excitment whenever euu knew something tat were meant to be a secret~
Euu riped out my Fear whenever euu were there encouraging me~
Euu riped out my Cowardness whenever euu told me to do something daring~
Euu riped out my Embarassment whenever euu euu stood up for me~
Euu riped out my Love whenever euu were with another boy~
Euu riped out my Painfulness whenever euu were toking to me~
Euu riped out my Relieve whenever euu were critisising me~

And lastly...

Euu riped out my Soul whenever euu broke my heart~

Something i wish it could go to euu~:
I know i lack the potential to be one,i know tat i may nort be blessed with either looks,broads nor brains,i too noe tat i lack the warmth through the coldness of my heart....i cannort blame anyone but me for such bad luck.But theres one thing euu can noe,issh tat i lyk euu
Though i cannort blame god for wad he has put into me,but i always noe tat he miss out something,my ability to be happy...there r lots of questions i would lyk to ask god,they blessed me with the riches,but why nort the happiness?
Im nort blessed with much things,i can neither protect my loved ones nor to even protect myself,and i feel utterly hopeless when i first realise i came earth.theres lots of unanswered questions i have,but none of them is gud enuf to fit euu.
i noe tat god issh trying to tell me tat love issh sweet but hurting...i may have understand his sayings...i too have a questions for god..."were we made for each other?".I hab to agree tat i dont hab the right to ask god though i may be a free thinker,but i would really wan the answer~
I too hab a question tat has surronded me ever since i fell in love with euu,"Will euu accept me?"I too noe tat its too much to answer,but i've hide it in my withring heart long enuf,i shall nort be the same me as before ever again,euu tought me a important lesson of my life,n it is to stand up for myself...n lastly ,euu tought me how to present the emotion tat i've nort used before,n tat issh love...

I hope tat i could be blessed with happiness lyk everyone else should hab,but i was nort.i m nort asking for ur sympathy or anything,i juz wanted euu to noe it...
Thats All...

DrEaMz~

2007-04-07T19:23:00.000+08:00

Theres one big lesson i learned today,DREAMS do come true if euu work hard~^^...Played my guitar most of the time today...today very sian never step out of my house =(
Wish i could go out with my fwens every weekend...but they all dun wan go out de...i dun mind paying money for everything euu noe =x...
Thought of me if i was in a band(nort a school band)as in a rock band...ill wan to be the lead guitarist~^^...i noe if teng wei issh a rockstar...tell euu he will become damm famous...since his looks issh already damm gud~!...i dunno about mine n i never wan to noe...i noe alot of ppl keep requesting me to put my photo well my hp isnt with me anymore so i cannort take pictures...tat is why im asking chong han to take a picture of me then send it to me...well rush chong han now x)
My last words:To those cowardly people out there,Its time to stand up muster all your courage and euu will acheive!
addicted to a new song today:I found a way by drake bell

Traumatise~

2007-04-06T21:03:00.000+08:00

Today witness a car accident sia damm scary lorr i was wacthing this motorcycle speeding then it hit a car then boom i saw everything...i cant write much im still in a state of shock =(

Speech day

2007-04-05T17:29:00.000+08:00

Started the day at school today wa didnt noe i was early then saw xinyi she say hi to me then i dunno i step on a bird then the bird was flapping the wings poor thing lorr (A VERY BIG SRRY TO THE BIRDDIE~)then in hall damm sian w8 n w8 haiz...then lyk the whole show so boring lorr except for the kenneth n shao yi tat part,they play canon damm touching...kenneth play the harp shao yi play the flute...my mind very relax when i hearing the song wa...if kenneth was older then they both will be lyk couples euu noe x)...(lyk the one i saw while walking home)
den help huijun take the costume then go hougang mall go buy her bag cuz her father gave her $100den along the way her senior all think so weird de keep ssaying eg."huiJun ur bf ar?" then dun gib us time explain then they all "ORH HORR~" Aiyo help her take costume also wu hui walau...
den reach le hougang mall go buy the bag again min min was there(ps if i spell wrong)...den we chat with her lyk 45min leg pain stand in front of the shop den we talk n talk until i say i hungry wan go home eat den all go home le along the way den first say gud bye to the sec1 hui jun de junior den huijun~End of Today~ ^^

Ehh a comic strip of elmo baby toy true self~

Certificate of my death

2007-04-04T18:43:00.000+08:00

Name:Ngo Yun Xuan
b'day:9 jan
Died of:severe backstabbing cuzing his emotions being rip off by a certain person
His last words:Now come one, Come all, To this tragic affair, Wipe off that make up, What's in is despair, So throw on the black dress, Mix in with the lot, You might wake up and notice you're someone you're not, If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, You can find out first hand what it's like to be me, So gather 'round piggies and kiss this goodbye, I encourage your smiles, I expect you won't cry,

If seen anywhere,avoid making him show his emotions,he won't react.
If you would like to find the person who did this it would be my pleasure to say go ahead...

Awful~

2007-04-03T21:39:00.000+08:00

Today damm sway lorr...gort scolded by ms ng but she sae hand in by wednesday lorr walau scold mwee...nth much to write today on my way home i was lyk very acting strange becuz n frount of mwee issh this 2 sec 3 students(the boy issh wearing long pants)then they were lyk holding hands walk n walk then i also walking same way then i was lyk staring at wat they doing sia...alot very mushy de...remember the boy reach the gal block le then kiss her on the lips (nort very long lar only a short one) then i was lyk very ps go n see then faster turn n walk another way>.<
toda gort the wad science stuff gort the acid on mt hands go wipe on my shirt._." anyway...nth much happen today still the best was to watch those 2 ppl making out lolx jkjk muz nort invade ppl's privacy..but still tat boi very romantic hahax>.<

My best Sunday oO

2007-04-01T19:53:00.000+08:00

Todae morning 7.00am wake up cannort sleep...Then i do my chores then juz nice 11.30am go out to compass point then w8 until gwe come didnt see her on the train...den ltr chong han come den we dunno y talk about the wanted person...Den dunno xinyi come then we go kiddy palace buy present den in the end issh xu hui buy only hahax...den emily showed up den we dunno keep walking around nth to do...
i tink 1 pm we go Emily's house dunno do wad i play badminton wit her cousin walau the blue shirt wan veri daring go fight with victor...den ltr all dun wan go see movie but i wan den lyk all separated den in the end all come bak together go watch movie...In MRT train i keep cannort hear wad they saying becuz i listening to Mp3,the qjj song~
den we go cinema le actually can watch 2.40pm de show de but den gwen n xinyi dun wan den we go watch the 4.40 pm de show.Meanwhile go walk around den xin yi bring us to PcBunk den saw Kenneth he playing AuditionSEA...den sian sian walk around saw alot of maple pros all over lvl 100 de.den very sian we go arcade play den xinyi keep winning the game lolx den minting beat until her finger blue black...
Den ltr 4.40 le go in watch movie bought popcorn only eat 5 den thirsty lolx i drink my saliva hahax...den den inside cinema i keep laughing lolx the show damm funny~then learn 1 spanish word n french word~"wee" issh mean yes..."Glacias"issh thank you...the mr bean sort sort de very funny...during movie...my left side all keep saying cold dunno y xinyi never sae anything lolx...den almost finish the movie le den gwen do stupid things ._." Anyway , enjoyed myself today ^^ long time never go out until so fun the last time i do it...aiya bad memories...Anyway very fun lar todae~ wa write so much le hahax~ ^.^

(8)Gwendolyn koh
-very playful~
-always distub mwee >.<
-smt very mean
~Gwen gort husband le hahax primary 1 somemore

Sianz~

2007-03-31T17:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae we found alot of $10 on the floor sia lyk gort $70 lyk tat then monika sae take n go...then bernice sae veri bad we lyk standing in the rain then decide who keep the money then gort 2 indian guy approach us then sae "euu kids found the money on the floor?"then we say yes he said thank you veri much then bernice still sae very loud"Never give us reward"then Monika i tink she xin tong becuz she gort $70 in her hand then gib away hahax then the indian guy hear le come bak to us sae"euu kids hab been very honest then gib us $10.Since gort 5 ppl each person take $2.i also very xin tong lar ^^ we should hab take the $70 then go shop until the money gone lor...wasted~
Ps yesterdae never update i fall asleep after the phone call...i dunno why but i feel veri hated my blog nort even 1 month old gort ppl scold me le =( ... n the impersonater ... euu go die lar euu sux dun dare type ur name izzit?hum lar euu euu wan play euu come to me in person lar!
Learned a lesson on count my blessings...every 3 second is someone's funeral...if euu look into the mirror n dun lyk wad euu see,euu can find out first hand wad its lyk to be "them"nth to write todae found out tat my name issh a gal OMG~made fwens with another person call yunxuan oO feel strange lyk i toking to myself lyk tat then call tat person yunxuan i wan puke le CANNORT BELIEVE ITS A GAL!~
Bak to the biography....
(7)Gizella
-veri loyal
-humerous person
-DAMM SOCIABLE
~Gizella i sue euu for being happy hahax

Hot Day~

2007-03-29T20:51:00.000+08:00

Wa veri hot todae...nowadaes even rain also still hotstarted with science lesson jun hai beside mwee...everytime speak rubish -.-" but cannort blame him lar i dunno y whole class hate him i find tat he's a nice person except when he's alone den he starts doing crazy stuff other then tat he's veri smart
Den ehh...oh...den maths period gib maths test first look at the paper my mind sae "aiya piece of cake~" second look "OMG, wth issh this~"...but in the end still do finish mind go stupid after doing the paper feel hopeless...
Den recess dunno why go toilet for 20min russel n his fwen inside den his fwen ask for wax or smt den i sae i hab...den dunno wad happen den we started playing cathching in the toilet lame right?we go n take some wax go n make other ppl face lucky never waste alot...my face kena smack -.-"...
den chinese period keep looking at teng wei's eyes damm bright sia O.O den i sae without ur specs tina can catch ur hair easier becuz his hair over his eyes le veri obvious but his eyes bery beautiful REALLY~
Geograaphy teacher gibing birth le gud luck~muz sae its one of the toughest times of a woman's life true~update alot le hahax tat issh all... oyea the auto-biography sry psps forgort

(6)Emily
-a normal veri healthy gal
-simple lifestyle,loves bags
-studies also gud
~stay healthy smart =)

A Normal school dae

2007-03-28T20:49:00.000+08:00

Started the dae with the alarm clock sound damm tired dun wan wake up den remember 2dae clarice b'dae(veri important)then i force myself wake up ...walk out of my room lyk a mindless zombie -.-"(reach school gib prezzie.then nuttapong gib mwee tat (i hate you yunxuan)face then sit down den everyone was lyk staring at mwee damm paiseh lor >.<
Started with rt damm stupid sia hate tat teacher...mwee n aidil keep making fun of the teacher sae his face look lyk osama then we laughing lyk crazy...then math finally change sit ler...no more crazy dudes...issh my gud long time pal,aidil.Adli abit siao siao de i do work quietly he call mwee shuddap =.=" den recess gwen n minting kidnap my chinese book -.-"den during chinese vandalise my book until lyk junk lyk tat den there was this funny picture a picture of a pig den gort an arrow pointing to it...YunXuan -.-"den dunno wad they rite sae smt lyk gort hint lyk tat dun understand i too simple-minded ler nort stupid!
den contact time do maths quiz (i hate it >.<) den whole class sing hap;py b'day song to clarice until she blush den Aidil lyk staring through the window sad sad de.o ya morning see xu hui gib the prezent lyk take so long lor i stand there kan hao si hahax =)
Ate chicken rice for dinner veri tired until my face lyk wan to sleep in the rice lyk tat lolx~
going bak to rite elissa comments le~

(5)Elissa Lim Yan Ting
-Veri kind(among the whole class)
-95% hard working 5% wild (lolx saw ur wild side)
-veri sociable =)
~wa elissa euu damm clever sia i jealous >.< juz kidding ;P

blew my temper

2007-03-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

Blew my temper todae nort gud... well ill juz continue...

(4):Clarice
-veri curious
-attitude veri gud
-i think smt shy
~wa so daring nowadaes =)

The BackStabbers~

2007-03-26T20:30:00.000+08:00

srry for typing alot todae cuz i learned ALOT todae~a poem i wrote about hatred from this certain person showing to me a little bit of the dark side of my life n how this "person"made it worse~
He's gonna; clean up my shit
with all the lies in his head
To make an Emo-kid out of me
Becuz he sleep with a gun
and keep an eye on me, man
So he can watch all the things i do

Becuz his plans never work
He's goin; to give me smirk
Cuz he got methods of making me "clean"
he's going to rip up my head
My aspirations to shreds
Another gear in his MURDER MACHINE

They said that **** *** *** scare
the living shit out of me,
He could care less
as long as YunXuan is dead
so darken my days
Or punch him right in the nose
Maybe he'll stab me again at MY BACK!

The boys and gals in my class
The Awful things tat he did
Will NEVER be forgortten by me
But When he's troubled and hurt
what i gort deep down my mind
will make him pay for the things tat he did~!

me=yunxuan
he=**** *** ***

Edited to fit my life by:YuN-XuAn
Adapted from the song:Teenagers

Second lesson i learned is never to sit around winnie -.-"
Continueing the auto biography

(3):MinTing
-head-strong
-Veri smart in life only
-another short fused bomb if irritated
~Euu r as gud as my worse plans -.-" tats how gud euu r...

Black Day~

2007-03-25T19:15:00.000+08:00

Listen to Chemical Romance the whole dae as cannort use com,lurrb the song Teenagers...veri true about teenagers nowadaes also veri funny go find the lyrics~2moro class photo right?maybe on monday alot of ppl will cut hair hahax looking forward to monday~Remember to get autographs once again todae find 1-eb de photo finally found it...look at the autographs laughing in my mind
Going to week2 of school soon...todae veri hot sia no rain i sit there also can sweat ._." i still remember the biography dun worry todae is 2...bro going bak to army again im jumping for joy once again~Chong han dun anyhow sae things to "her" la she freak out euu noe -.-"

(2):Winnie
-veri daring
-short fuse bomb lolx...
-head-strong
~wadever...juz dun get violent -.-"

Music dae for mwee~

2007-03-24T21:26:00.000+08:00

Todae veri sian cannort use com for long sia~...Picked up my guitar started learning songs learn 2 somemore hahax....Dirty Little Secrets n You're Beautiful....seconds song issh suvin wan mwee do de oO...Lyk dirty little secrets the song pumps up my body fluids lolx...n also becuz i hab some dirty little secrets too :P
I wan learn piano nia(i was being requested)~but i muz admit tat my finger gort abit retarded lar,but ive to try becuz its damm important its lyk how mani more daes then i muz send the file~!Jiayi i noe euu can plae TEACH MWEE~!
Wah smoke outside my house damm smelly smt urning dun care on air-con lolx
Created a Bio-graphy of 2-eb of each person starting from todae 1-40 no one will be left out!excluding mwee veri sian muz put an interesting de hahax~my 3 opinions of each person since daes to our streaming veri close le then class will be seperated...sob sob

(1):Angela
-Veri quiet dun tok much
-studies i think nort too gud(no offence)
-veri unpridictable person
~Gud Luck to ur studies

Omg?! oO

2007-03-23T21:49:00.000+08:00

Todae....once again escape the evil cluthes of ms ng~lolx.Sad sad dae todae...didnt realise i gort a little potential for basketball since i plae todae....long time no plae rough sports le veri nice
Still dunno wad to buy for clarice b'dae...never noe wad she lyk...wad she lyk ar? oO anyone gib mwee ideas in the tagboard thx 5 daes onli~jun jie getting more blur sia talk to him fa dai dai de...i also :P...walau minting anyhow draw my hand bath already mark still dere!shes nort born to be an artist lol draw so ugly lolx dun angry im gibing my honest opinions
TengWei dun sad sad euu will shed light on someone somedae de try slapping urself 50times n sae tat there r a 100,1 ppl juz lyk her also no nid sad about the 1 one theres alwaes a 1000 more jia you~

oral exams >.<

2007-03-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

Hate todae,TUPID TEACHER GO AGAINEST MWEE~!cuz she from band veri angry i quit ask VERI tough question ask me answer example gib her main points still ask mwee "what are the side benifits" i sae everything wan me still sae moreforget about it dun wan ELABORATE~

Hey ppl if euu wanna tag dun SCOLD ppl or worse my fwens.if wan scold so much type ur name la dun coward write shyt name then scold ppl~den dirty my blog~im a veri fair person so if anthing issh wrong euu can meet mwee in the canteen 2-eb's table n we will sort the matters out~btw kenny if euu r reading this~im free to concell euu dun get agitated.

Exams coming le everybody muz work hard orh~hope everyone move up as a block(may exclude zhen qi,jun hai xu hui etc...irritating ones)

SCHOOL?!

2007-03-19T20:20:00.000+08:00

First dae of school nia veri the sway sia....eng lessons miss ng call mwee answer the 5 e's my mind went blank then still scold me so long no study nid refresh brain de ma impatient fool...
Still veri sian hey (euu oversize mutton head) see lar ppl misunderstand le la walau i dun FLIRT i socialise dunno meaning go dictionary search its call fwenly it onli happens tat the my fwen is of oppisite gender big deal(tat includes ppl who critises mwee ._.")...
AND queky stop doing things i hate ok or ill plan smt realli bad for euu...
srry for being angry now bak to the gud times,maple train until 96% liao~!looking for nice song~anywae still hate school veri sleepy everytime go school then taking bus sux so i walk better,heard tat the campus superstar judge all turn down our school de singers >.<>

Strange things happening

2007-03-16T20:55:00.000+08:00

Todae damm strange sia...wake up at 9a.m found out i crying...dunno why gort tears flow out....walk halveway found out i forgort something VERY important but dunno wad it is T.T
afternoon play maple mei yo xin plae dunno wad happen my whole body feels weak hard to smile also...Theres juz SOMETHING i forgort~!
Later found out tat jia yi was my connection barrier between someone i noe much about...forget abt it...
Maple train until 60% le...n holidae ending soon...my appitide becomes better already but still cannort sleep well...well theres nth much todae syf rehearsal still going on 2moro i think is last dae rehearsal for her...tired ...
listen to a sad song also suddenly wan sleep in my bed thinking nth lolx....anywae nth funny thinksmt issh realli wrong...

A Normal day

2007-03-14T19:16:00.000+08:00

Holiday ending so fast le...ive a feeling tat during holidaes the time moves faster then when during school daes...Anyway bought 2 new cash shop items n change my maplecharacter...umm heres the pictue>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Morning cannort wake up sleep until 8.30...dun noe y nowadaes cannort sleep well...T_T...anywae bak to maple...Lvl 54 le~!todae play maple train 30% then lvl b4 tat help star lvl to 45...chong han in the game issh now nicknamed uncle grafiti LMAO~x)

Anywae she cannort plae 2moro n fridae cuz gort some SYF rehearsal stuff,forgort ask her wad cca lol curse my tupid memory~!>.<

Anywae whoever gort rehearsal 2moro for syf muz ask tat person if i noe him or her haha...umm...nid watch TV cannort type ler...haha~!

Third day of march holidaes

2007-03-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

Still veri sian...morning do maths tution homework until afternoon then afternoon plae maple.Firstly star onl9 then comes chong han(chong han i still gort the picture hor)!
We go train big ghost there when chong han made his confession...haha..firstly star ask hoe issh "her"*related to him...i help chong han answer "juz fwens" then chong han said "I LOVE HER" in bold somemore~umm if wan picture muz ask 10diff ppl tag muz be 2-eb...if 10 ppl request for photo then i post(chong han let the ppl vote hahax)
Chong han in maple damm different then real person sia~anyway third day ill rate 8/10 for interesting cuz chong han lighten my day with his confession LMAO~!Chong han gud job~ ^_^

*her...identity to be hidden as my client,Ang Chong Han,therefore do nort wish me to sae out the name unless the ppl wans it.Therefore ill respect my client,Ang Chong Han,privacy~ x)

Monday holiday

2007-03-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

sian tupid maple patch from 9.30 to 12...make mwee watch lame tv shows until 12 -.-"
den star ask mwee sms her...lol too bad my handphone no money le so juz hab to w8 for her to patch finish...anyway hope i could be "veri gud" fwens with star in real life...haha anywae heres how i look in maple>>>
Den play maple dao 6.30pm.
Dinner go hougang mall eat,i go try tat new food,euu go the korean tat store sae euu wan no.12,the soup damm spicy ar i eat until wan cry le...went home stomachache~lol
Well the 3rd day of holiday wasn't so bad,bro went bak army,free again....tired cannort type le haha~ ^^

Second day of boredom~

2007-03-11T12:27:00.000+08:00

Morning cannort wake up ...then in the end 9.30am (i noe its still early -.-") wake up.
Dun noe wad to do in the morning so i start playing com...house damm quiet...n nort to forget VERI SIAN~!found some funny comic strips on the net....well nort tat funny if euu dun understand wad it means...lol

My bro came bak home le...bo freedom again.Anyway... im free during the holidays,do feel free to ask mwee out~okay?or else ill be rotting at home with my com lol~

Bored~

2007-03-10T17:38:00.000+08:00

well first day of holidae...dun lyk it...damm bored well anywae gratz on my first post

Skin colour still nort very gud...will try to improve